| Location | Cwmbran |
| Age | 31 years |
| Cause of Death | Overdose |
| Date of Birth | 05/05/1977 |
| Date of Death | 27/10/2008 |
| Visitors | 13,667 since 02/12/2008 |
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My eldest, gorgeous son Alan was 31. He died on the 27th October 2008. He was a strapping 6'4" tall and as fit as a flea, but he had a drug habit which was confirmed as the reason that he died. He literally fell asleep and didnt wake up. I found him lying in front of the fire as if he was asleep. I knew straight away that he wasnt though. The tv was still on too. He'd had a pizza the night before and his cereal bowl was in the sink (His favourite food is cornflakes and pepperoni pizza).He was funny, very loving, great to cuddle, and one of my 4 angels. He has 3 brothers all younger than him, and they feel such a loss, but i dont think anything can compare with the loss of your child, whatever their age. His dad and i adored him, but always felt that 'life' could be such a trial for him. He always wanted things to go well, but if things went wrong it would leave him in a dark place. I expect him to walk in with his wonderful smile and huge heart. I think he must be looking down on us in amazement at all the people both friends and family who've said how much they loved him.
His beautiful big sister Moreen died at a month old in 1976, Alan was born 14 months later but he was not meant to be the oldest, Moreen was. But now she can look after him in Heaven.
Alans gorgeous little brother Lewis was stillborn in 1988. It hit Alan very hard because he was 12 and more able than his younger brothers to realise the loss. He was always saying to me if we were out, 'hold thier hands Mum, watch they dont fall, there's a car coming, etc etc'.
I know that the 3 of them will be together looking after each other till we can all meet again.
Rest in Peace my beautiful boy, you'll always be with me, Mum xxxxxxxxxxxxx
5TH MAY 2011
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TODAY ALAN
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MARCH 25TH 2011
DEAR ALAN
LOOK AFTER YOUR DAD AND SHOW HIM THE ROPES IN HEAVEN. HE'S BEEN THROUGH SUCH A LOT OVER THE LAST YEAR BLESS HIM, AND HE NEEDS YOU NOW ALAN. YOU CAN BE HIS ROCK FOR A WHILE LIKE HES BEEN OUR ROCK OVER THE LAST 36 YEARS.
MY LOVE AND HUGE KISSES ARE SENT TO YOU TODAY AND ALWAYS XXXXXX
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HAPPY NEW YEAR ALAN HAVE A GREAT PARTY IN HEAVEN BABE XXXXXX
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CHRISTMAS 2010 - THE 3RD CHRISTMAS WITHOUT YOU XXXXXX
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HAVE A WONDERFUL CHRISTMAS IN HEAVEN ALAN. WE MISS YOU MORE THAN WORDS COULD EVER SAY. COME TO SEE US IF YOU CAN. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABE. BIG HUGS AND KISSES ALWAYS XXXXXX
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MISSING YOU ALAN
BE HAPPY IN HEAVEN BABE XXXXXXXX
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THE 27TH OCTOBER 2010
Its 2 years today that you left us Alan. Keep safe in Heaven Babe, we are missing you more every day. God Bless, Mum xxxx
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALAN
33 TODAY THE 5TH MAY 2010
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YOU'VE BEEN GONE FOR A YEAR AND A HALF ALAN. I CANT BELIEVE IT. ITS BEEN THE WORST TIME OF MY LIFE. I DID'NT THINK THAT THERE WAS SUCH PAIN. WE ALL MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY.
I HOPE YOUR HAPPY NOW AND THAT HEAVEN IS THE WONDERFUL PLACE THAT WE ALL DREAM ABOUT. STAY CLOSE TO YOUR NAN, SHE IS SO WONDERFUL AND WILL HELP YOU, AND GIVE LITTLE MO AND LITTLE LEWIS PLENTY OF HUGS AND KISSES.
I MISS YOUR GREAT BIG HUGS SO MUCH ALAN. SLEEP WELL WITH THE ANGELS AND COME AND SAY HELLO AS OFTEN AS YOU CAN.
MY LOVE ALWAYS
YOUR MUM XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
........5TH MAY 2009........HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALAN......
I should be blowing up balloons and putting up the birthday banners this morning before you arrived for your presents the same as i do every year. This is the 1st birthday without you, and the saddest day since losing you. I love you now and will love you forever. Stay safe in Heaven my son.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Love you Alan xxxx
I was so happy and full of glee
I knew my Mum was coming to see me.
I washed my wings and my halo too
Cos that's what Mum likes me to do.
I went to the place where I knew she would be;
It's where she comes to visit me.
She comes for comfort in her despair.
Oh Mum, can't you feel me touching your hair?
I'm by your side all through the night.
I never let you out of my sight.
I am still your Son in every way
And one day we can be together to stay.
You know we'll never be apart,
You'll never let me leave your heart.
Mum I'm not really in the ground,
lift up your head and look around.
The clouds, the birds, the raindrops too,
these gifts of life were given to you.
Don't cry for me Mum, I know you're here.
Please let me wipe away that tear.
I was sent to you from up above
And you showed me the ultimate love.
Instead of giving me all of your years
You freely gave me all of your tears.
Remember your relatives, the ones who have died?
They brought me here, I'm by their side.
They watch over me and help me to see
just how much you really love me
So don't be unhappy when you come visit me.
I'm the angel above you, up in the tree.
And when you leave, you'll never be through.
You'll always be my Mum
And I'll always love you.
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I know i will Babe - your always my boy and i love you xxxxxxxxxxx
3 Years Ago Today xxx
You are my son a part of me, and that will never change..
No matter what you did in life my love will always remain.
I held you as a baby and looked into your face,
And I knew then that no-one could ever take your place.
I knew you would make choices and follow your own heart,
I only prayed that through your life, i'd always have a part.
Just remember in my heart you are a special one,
and i will always with pride tell the world.........
YOU ARE MY SON.
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3 years Today xxxxx
HAVE A WONDERFUL 'ANGEL DAY' IN HEAVEN ALAN
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Monday
β€ I promise that I'll dry my tears
β€ When the heartache goes away
β€ I promise that it wont take years
β€ But I need another day
Tuesday
β€ Somewhere here beyond the sunset
β€ Where angels never die.
β€ You live in a beautiful garden
β€ Beneath a golden sky
Wednesday
β€ In the garden of beautiful memories
β€ Where teardrops fall like dew
β€ Are the flowers that bloom forever
β€ Like our memories of you
Thursday
β€ The Sky Is Getting Darker
β€ Its Time To Snuggle Up Tight
β€ The Glow Of This Beautiful Candle
β€ Will Warm You All Through The Night
Friday
Thinking of you is Easy,
We Remember you each day.
The heartbreak that we feel
Just never goes away,
Nothing is the same no more
As we try to carry on,
We want the way it was before.
We found out you were gone,
Yes we have our memories,
We also have the pain,
But all we ever wanted ..
Was to have you home again.
Copyright Jan Morris 2009
Saturday
Why is our heart breaking.
When we think of you,
Why is our body aching
With our memories so true,
Why did you have to go,
We need you now today,
Its because we love you so,
In each and every way,
We will try and keep on going,
We will try to keep so strong,
But you should be here beside us.
In our home where you belong.
Written by Jan Morris
Sunday
Sometimes I wish I embraced you
And never let your smile pass by
But you are gone; I can’t change that
No matter how much I sulk and cry
I want you to laugh as on earth
And light up the dark evening sky
And remember that you’re loved dearly
I will not let our memories pass by
The distance between us is no object
Because you will always be in my heart
And no element that exists on earth
Will tear our fragile souls apart
I am sorry I can no longer hold you
And things will never be the same
But the sun will rise, and the birds will sing
At the very sound of your name
Copyright 2011 Marinela Reka
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The guardian angels of life fly so high as to be beyond our sight, but they are always looking down upon us.
~ Jean Paul Richter
For My Boy xxx
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I dreamt of a faraway place
Where we were together forever
Where there was no time
Ticking against us,
And no space between us.
~ Anonymous
You and Me xxx
We walked together, you and I
A Mother and her Son
We had Hopes and Dreams for tomorrow.....
But tomorrow didn't come.
We walked together you and I
We talked, we laughed we loved.
We shared so many happy times,
And for that I am thankful
We walked together, you and I
But only for a short time.
For all too soon it ended
Leaving pieces of a broken heart behind
And even though I miss you
More than words could ever say.
I thank God that I got to walk with you
Every precious moment of every day....
I love you Alan xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx































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