| Location | Cwmbran |
| Age | 31 years |
| Cause of Death | Overdose |
| Date of Birth | 05/05/1977 |
| Date of Death | 27/10/2008 |
| Visitors | 4,761 since 02/12/2008 |
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MISSING YOU ALAN.
BE HAPPY IN HEAVEN BABE XX
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YOU'VE BEEN GONE A WHOLE YEAR ALAN. I CANT BELIEVE IT. ITS BEEN THE WORST YEAR OF MY LIFE. I DID'NT
THINK THAT THERE WAS SUCH PAIN. WE ALL MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY.
I HOPE YOUR HAPPY NOW AND THAT HEAVEN IS THE WONDERFUL PLACE THAT WE ALL DREAM ABOUT. STAY CLOSE TO
YOUR NAN, SHE IS SO WONDERFUL AND WILL HELP YOU, AND GIVE LITTLE MO AND LEWIS PLENTY OF HUGS AND
KISSES.
I MISS YOUR GREAT BIG HUGS SO MUCH ALAN. SLEEP WELL WITH THE ANGELS AND COME AND SAY HELLO AS OFTEN
AS YOU CAN.
MY LOVE ALWAYS
YOUR MUM XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
........5TH MAY 2009........HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALAN......
I should be blowing up balloons and putting up the birthday banners this morning before you arrived
for your presents the same as i do every year. This is the 1st birthday without you, and the saddest
day since losing you. I love you now and will love you forever. Stay safe in Heaven my
son.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
My eldest, gorgeous son Alan was 31. He died on the 27th October 2008. He was a strapping 6'4" tall
and as fit as a flea, but he had a drug habit which has just been confirmed today 01/06/09 as the
reason that he died. He literally fell asleep and didnt wake up. I found him lying in front of the
fire as if he was asleep. I knew straight away that he wasnt though. The tv was still on too. He'd
had a pizza the night before and his cereal bowl was in the sink (His favourite food was cornflakes
and pepperoni pizza).He was funny, very loving, great to cuddle, and one of my 4 angels. He has 3
brothers all younger than him, and they feel such a loss, but i dont think anything can compare with
the loss of your child, whatever their age. His dad and i adored him, but always felt that 'life'
could be such a trial for him. He always wanted things to go well, but if things went wrong it
would leave him in a dark place. I expect him to walk in with his wonderful smile and huge heart. I
think he must be looking down on us in amazement at all the people both friends and family who've
said how much they loved him.
His beautiful big sister Moreen died at a month old in 1976, Alan was born 14 months later but he
was not meant to be the oldest, Moreen was. But now she can look after him in Heaven.
Alans gorgeous little brother Lewis was stillborn in 1988. It hit Alan very hard because he was 12
and more able than his younger brothers to realise the loss. He was always saying to me if we were
out, 'hold thier hands Mum, watch they dont fall, there's a car coming, etc etc'.
I know that the 3 of them will be together looking after each other till we can all meet again.
Rest in Peace my beautiful boy, you'll always be with me, Mum xxxxxxxxxxxxx
MANY MANY THANKS TO ALL WHO HAVE LIT CANDLES, PUT TRIBUTES AND SENT PRESENTS FOR ALAN, AND FOR ALL
THE SUPPORT YOU HAVE GIVEN ME OVER THE LAST 8 MONTHS. IT HAS HELPED ME SO MUCH. LOTS OF LOVE JOY
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Broken hearts and shattered dreams,
Life torn apart at its seams.
Hearts and minds in pain and sorrow,
Missing you more, today, tomorrow.
Time can't heal and words won't mend,
The loss we feel at this sad end.
However long 'till we meet again,
You'll be remembered , but until then,
We wait with hope within in our hearts,
We'll be together, no more to part
Prayer for all Humanity
Let us remember before God the need of all humane kind;
and that we pray to God, we make quitethe fretful mind of every day....
Let us open our hearts to the Father -Mother God` and to Christ the Son...
to the holy trinity of wisdom...love...and power.
In the holy name of Christ; by the Christ light in the hearts of all people,
we call upon the great Angels of Christ .
We feel their presence and theire will power.
We attune ourselves to the prayers of all men and women of goodwill.
Being thus prepared and ready before God, with all the will of our minds,
and with all the love of our deepest hearts,
we send it forth as a great star of light....a blazing strar ...withstanding,
overcoming all evel;triumphant over darkness and death.....
a star of the Christ light.
By all the power of Christ within our hearts we send forth the light. Amen
By White Eagle
FOR ALAN xxxxx
MISSING YOU MORE EACH DAY.....
EVERY DAY I MISS YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY
I WISH SO MUCH YOU WERE BY MY SIDE TODAY
MY WORLD IS SO EMPTY I AM SO ALONE
MEMORIES ARE MINE I REMEMBER HOW LOVE WAS SHOWN
I WONDER IF I COULD HAVE STOPPED WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU
THEN I KNOW IN MY HEART THAT IS JUST NOT TRUE
TIME IS NO HEALER THEY GOT THAT SO WRONG
I CRY EVERY TIME I LISTEN TO YOUR SONG
EVERY DAY I TRY TO FIGHT THIS WAR ALONE
THE DISTANCE BETWEEN US SEEMS TO HAVE GROWN
YOU ARE SO FAR AWAY LIVING IN HEAVEN ABOVE
SO I WILL BLOW YOU A KISS AND SEND YOU MY LOVE.....
copyright� Rosalind Roberts 28/8/09
We Must Remember xxx
IITH NOVEMBER 2009
✿..LET US REMEMBER THEM...✿
✿ 'Please wear a poppy', the lady said
and held one forth, but I shook my head.
Then I stopped and watched as she offered them there,
And her face was old, and lined with care;
But beneath the scars the years had made
There remained a smile that refused to fade.✿
✿ A boy came wistling down the street,
Bouncing along, on care free feet
His smile was full of joy and fun,
'Lady', said he, 'May I have one?'
When she pinned it on, he turned to say,
'Why do we wear a poppy today?'✿
✿ The lady smiled in her wistful way,
and answered, 'This is Rememberance Day,
And the poppy there is the symbol for,
the gallant men who died in war,
and because they died you and I are free--
Thats why we wear a poppy, you see'.✿
✿ 'I had a boy about your size,
with golden hair and big blue eyes.
He loved to play and jump and shout,
free as a bird he would race about.
As the years went by, he learned and grew
and became a man--as you will, too.' ✿
✿ 'He was fine and strong, with a boyish smile,
but he'd seemed with us such a little while
When war broke out and he went away,
I still remember his face that day.
When he smiled at me and said'Good-bye,
I'll soon be back, mom, so please don't cry'.✿
✿ 'But the war went on and he had to stay,
and all I could do was wait and pray.
His letters told of the awful fight,
(I can see it in my dreams at night),
with the tanks and guns and cruel Barbed wire,
and the mines and bullets, the bombs and fire.'✿
✿'Till at last the war was won-
and thats why we wear a poppy son'.
The small boy turned as if to go,
Then said 'Thanks lady, I'm glad to know.
That sure did sound like an awful fight,
But your Son-- did he come back alright?'✿
✿ A tear rolled down each faded cheek;
she shook her head, but didn't speak.
I slunk away in a sort of shame,
and if you were me you'd have done the same;
For our thanks, in giving, is oft delayed,
though our freedome was bought-and thousands paid.✿
✿ And so when we see a poppy worn, let us reflect on the burden borne
By those who gave their very all
and asked to answer their country's call
That we at home in peace might live.
Then wear a poppy. Remember-- and give!✿
✿ Lest we forget......✿
Copyright ~ 2009 by Blair Leger & ilovepoetry.com
NO-ONE BUT ME
THE PAIN INSIDE JUST WONT GO AWAY
IT WILL NOT LEAVE ME FOR A DAY
THEY SAY ITS BETTER TO HAVE LOVED AND LOST
BUT THEY FORGET TO TELL YOU ABOUR THE COST
THE COST OF A LIFE THAT WAS SO DEAR
THE COST OF MY SON HES NO LONGER HERE
HE DIED NOT SO LONG AGO
WHY HE WENT I STILL DONT KNOW
THE PAIN AS NEVER GONE AWAY
ITS WITH ME NOW HERE TO STAY
HE WAS MY SON I LOVED AND LOST
NO-ONE BUT ME WILL KNOW THE COST
Happy Halloween Alan xxxxx
♥
☆31ST OCTOBER 2009☆
♥
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♥ ♰ ♥ A SMILE CAN HIDE THE SADNESS ♥ ♰ ♥ A TEAR CAN BE WIPED AWAY ♥ ♰ ♥ BUT THE HEARTACHE OF LOSING YOU ♥ ♰ ♥ WILL NEVER GO AWAY ♥ ♰ ♥
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Love always Mum xxxxxx
Many Thanks To Everyone xxxx
I just wanted to thank everyone whose sent their best wishes,candles, photos, tribuites and support for Alans Angel Day.
It was so thoughtful and very kind of you all and it certinly helped me through the day.
My love, support and love to you all always, God Bless
Joy
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Memories Are Golden
They say memories are golden,
Well maybe that is true.
We never wanted memories
We only wanted you.
A million times we needed you;
A million times we cried.
If love alone could have saved you,
You never would have died.
In life we loved you dearly;
In death, we love you still.
In our hearts you hold a place
No one could ever fill!
Author Unknown
۞ We Love You Always ۞
We didn't know what Heartache meant
Until the day you were took away
All the tears we've cried
The hurt is here to stay
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We cry for the loss
Of someone so special as you
In life you were so special
In death your so missed too
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Even though your gone
In our Heart you will remain
In spirit you're still with us
But our lives are not the same
Written by Jayne Roddy
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